Random musings
As I stand up here on the steep mountain of Kannat Tabla, looking over to the island of Tinian, I can feel the sweet memories of my past like they are taking me on a field trip to the deep channel between Tinian and Saipan. While I have never been surprised in my life that such an experience would happen to me at the right time and place, the consequence of regrets have all been in my favor because of the mere fact that I have always been the victim of love, not victim of hatred.
Standing tirelessly, I convinced myself to exercise the power of my imagination so that I could rebuild and restore my humor, attitude, motivation, and stamina. Little did I know that my whole life had completely changed without the notice of my eyes and the observation of my sweetheart at the Tinian Guest House. My day was filled with positive feelings and blessings from the Master upstairs. The outcome of my day was positive, affirmative, unbreakable, peaceful, reconciliatory, and removal of legal representation.
My field trip inside the channel between Tinian and Saipan was a memorable one. I saw many marine species common in the Hawaiian islands. I met some Hawaiian-like fishermen. The color of the ocean water reminded me of the North Shore in Hawaii. The paradisiacal surroundings of Tinian and Saipan reminded me of the open view of Waikiki Beach. And the many buildings I saw from the open sea reminded me of Pagoda Hotel in Honolulu.
On my way home that day, in the evening, after my field trip, I talked to myself and said, “How does a house look like without a captain? How can a family be healthy without a captain? And is it smooth to ride on an abandoned ship without a captain?”
Ray M. Sakisat
Kannat Tabla, Saipan